web access! woohoo!

Oh yeah! I am actually checking my email here at the office (just now) and methinks it is prohibited! wow. i feel like a real life hacker (right)

well, my supervisor's here, so actually it is not that kind of "infiltration" whatsoever... that ends my excerpt in hacking and that kind eheh.

looking forward on my money ehehehe. pay day is the best day of the month!

funny day! haw haw haw

it was a very funny day today. heheh

a team mate of mine told a customer these lines:

is this your first time to call Dell before?

goodluck on your new Dell computer!

hawhawhaw nothing against him, i just find that funny! hehehe!

so little time, so much to do

what can i say? I've been spending more time out of our house than in it... well, working is beautiful especially that i have the best team, a very supportive and fun supervisor and one helluva manager. heehee.

making the most out of nothing

fairly obnoxious is the word. yep, i find myself making the most out of circumstances, and spending my money in not-so-worthy things. to make things worse, i find myself dreary of the moments that should have never taken place, regrets... maybe.

work, work. i didn't go to work last saturday due to worst case of laziness, my legs throwing a fit and maroons my whole body system functions and my aching back. better get me a psychologist.

next week: im going to visit some friends in college, so i'd be going to the campus itself. yep, can't go and just swipe. im not enrolled so i'd have to do my waiting outside.

aw hell. life goes on, and so are bills. (im so boring T_T)

Where's Wally? (^_^) Hmm, this is our last day as trainees under Eddie. *Sigh*

shake that thing

i can't think of any good titles for this entry. i just got this one from the title of the song that is currenly playing in this computer shop.

okay. my world is actually revolving around my work, my job and Dell. Shoot, i really need to get a life! (hey, i included a pic here with my co-trainees and our cute trainor, Eddie! *sigh*)

people, and more people

i started this week right, with a attending the usual sunday mass and my sister and i treated the whole family out to dinner at this chinese fastfood chain called "Chow King".

about work...well, we're having shifting schedules, so there's no a steady time for everything. i am not doing good at sales talk btw. how i wish i can do something about it. maybe adjust my voice a little? tweak my personality a bit? woah...too much work! but I really am enjoying the fact that the people i am talking to does not have any idea that i am a Filipino and that they don't know that the call center is situated in the Philippines. it's really wild to think that it is, and usually when the customers knew, they are also astounded and they get excited. we also got this cool and fun guy asour supervisor. he should've applied for a radio jock than a supervisor.

hmm.. i miss my friends over at college. i wish they'd call me sometime. :(

it's all about dancing

my body's still numb from that night out yesterday.., it was out payday for the second time, and that we decided to spend a percentage of it in eating out and partying all night.

it was generally okay, though i really wish that the event at the night was different. i got shocked at some of the obscenities of the people there...and they considered it as being "liberated". right.

so, later at 3:30 am, ill be going back into the office and to really take calls today. wow. :) im pretty excited and nervous at the same time.

**must remember to buy a book later after office hours**

i miss my bed.

i am here at the office missing my bed. ah, how i wish that i can just sleep the day...oops, the night away.

no, insomnia is not the reason. i can't rest knowing that the supposedly action figure is done, and I am proud to say that it is likely that i am going to finish it anytime tomorrow! and, the reciever of that will certainly like it. :)

in spending idle time...

yep....i should be home as in right now but where am i? i am here at a cafe near starmall to play MU online (which is weird because i have a certain access for that home) anyway, i hope it is not lagged... ah whatever

hmm nothing much to say for today though... nothing really happened that is remarkable... hmm, except that it is my day off today, and me and nette was just from the basketball place where my officemates played and we didn't get to watch their game anyhow.

ooh... my addiction with something subsided. i think it's pretty useless anyway. :)

inner conflicts do implode

so i wasn't really sure if i am contented in my life today. i mean, i am already earning money and all, but you know what? i am in doubt if i am...maybe i am getting sick of what i am doing and that it is not that exciting as it was anymore... though i am looking forward on the opportunities that i can take.

well, socially i am happy. i found new friends over work, and that i really enjoy their company. our zodiacs are perfect so i believe we'll be fine.

ooh, i proven that i can't live my life well without making or doing any mischeivous things. i should stop this, i know. even my friend Nette (who's an aquarian) saw an epiphany of that scenario that i was busted and that there's still something that i can do about it now. (don't u agree?)

i bought a pack of DVD's for myself.. so apparently i find myself short of funds becasue of that. weird me... never seem to learn from past mistakes i am (oops!) (starting to talk like Yoda again) ahh yes... my innate and dormant love reawakened! it's why my best friend and i met way back at secondary school. (whee)

been into espionage, and Dell systems

okay, so now i am working (oops, training) at Teleperformance for the past few days, so that only means:

• i get to sleep the half day
• i get to skip the chores at home (yahoo!)
• i don't have the weekend off (aww)
• and i get to be inspired

well, you must be wondering why i told u that i've been into espionage. it's just me...i don't know but now i feel like if i like someone, i'd do my best to spy some information about them, which i totally weird because isn't that called "stalking"? hmm.

i don't follow 'em around, i just happen to have the knack to find a person's real home is...and this case, i happen to bypass some sites that are supposed to be restricted. does that mean that i am a bad person? or is it talent?

^^ starting to think that i have a future with CIA or something. besides, i like dressing up and pretending to be someone else i am not (isn't that bad?)

In my other reality...which is the real one, (wait...that's confusing) i am enjoying what i do, which is to work. i left school to do good at this, so i should do good...or better, be the best.

Fun Key

I find myself playing MU Online (with the Philippine Server) seems that i am sooo engrossed in the game, but my level isn't that high yet.

TODAY: I was admitted at this company called Teleperformance, and that I am a Technical Support Representative. Yikes. Nerve-cracking admission was held a while ago, and that I was late for my phone interview. but i got in. good thing.

Art, ah yes art. I just needed two more acrylic and try my luck in Oil. (what a pain in the wrist and pockets!) I just hope I can do and sell them in their reasonable prices.

i want to sleep all day, demmet

okay, so what am i supposed to do? maybe i fall under the category "sleepingly challenged folks" argh, my eyelids are down, my body gives up yet my brain is active consciously! this can really, really kill me. my blood pressure's down, thanks to a quick modern procedure.

yeah, i know. maybe i should try things... like drink warm milk, take a warm bath...what else? argh...

but, in a lighter side, i get to do artworks related to this disorder...maybe i can post some here soon!
work related: hmm, considering that i am nocturnal, and that i can last for up to 48 hours of not sleeping, maybe i'd be rich if i'd work at a call center (like my sister) but the difference is, i get to do all the OT's and the sidelines i can undertake.

now: here at my father's office with my sister and her friend, doing their documentation, and helping with the title page design...(teehee they're asleep! i envy them...waah!

to be or not to be

as confused as everyday, here i am, doing some thinking and reminiscing about the past events... screening almost every minute spent on things that were, shall we say, extraordinary.

hmm, there's a thing or two that i regret, glad that's over. (like i can do something about it, right?) i decided to just sift off the negative out of 'em and retain those who'd make me see life better.

anyway, i am proud to say that i am revising my layout of this god-forsaken template as my layout of two weeks. (i will soon stretch my brains for a new layout, teehee! better make a design-worthy layout or so help me heaven)

weird, weird day

i am currently here at Netopia in Galleria. i am supposed to close deals with someone leaving, although it was unclear whether what were the final decisions were. (hmm...) anyway, were friends that that's all we will ever be. :) check, clear and close.

unlucky day...and night

it's a sad, sad day for me. you see, i flunked subjects and that's a big no-no. the sad thing is that i can't do anything about it for talent is not a question here... and time, maybe... but it's all other things you can grasp yet i think and believe it's just that it's not meant to be.

argh...wishes. should have, would have, could have.

engulfed by styrofoam

hmm, funny. the whole day seemed shorter than usual, with the usual projects that are lined up for me to finish, and to be passed for two consecutive days. i really hate deadlines (reminds me that i should return to what i was suppose to do!)

do research, sandpaper and paint. dip in resin, make a bottle opener... darn it, im so confused.

aw hell, my time for learning about life is halted as of the moment. i miss 'em books...

Booyaka!

it's so nice to have this online blog at last. i lost my old one, so unfortunately i have been dependent to traditional way of preserving memories (which i find myself worrying about every single time i leave it anywhere)

hmm, so basically what's up with me and my so-called life as a 19 year old? i used to be so damn confused about my life, and that it's too obvious that anybody can see. well, what the hell. i just happen to have some 'em exploits that normal people don't usually have. (and i will not stay and talk about that topic! tee hee)

it's not that i found direction (and if it's the right one) but i am still gathering more information that would maybe keep me insane as of the moment. got a lot of things to do (projects at school) we've got cool projects, btw. i am supposed to do four projects, and look at me, i haven't done at least half of it! hah!

okay, so i'd be back for updates tomorrow. :) i promise to keep this blog alive