start strong

it's really helpful. i mean, we have been using that for like, weeks now... and it is just now that i have seen the essence of this line. I don't know why, but i was really determined to get my fight back and work smarter this week and cope with my stats from last week's "hell week".

so anyway, i better get back to work. (and i am also planning to play for four hours of MU Online later!)

im going extinct

wow. so i was once in 5th, 3rd and now i'm at 14. I bet i'll be in 25th or worse next time i see the stats. wow. i am so in trouble.

anyway, i guess all i can do is hope for the best. I am sure that i can do better the next time i'll be working although it is so damn hard now that "IR King" is back to wreck havoc in our momentarily peaceful office. goodbye cubicle. bye team.

faith or fate?

I really don't know why I have this much omen since last week in selling stuff. I need to save up for my PS2 and be happy and satisfied with it. Oh man... I am having this feeling that I have to stuggle with it up to the last day. I just have to establish the numbers and keep 'em there for the longest time.

I don't know what I should do to correct these. Ahh... maybe I should go and actually "believe" this time. I don't really know why I struggle this much thinking that I was doing good when I had an IR.

one of the worst days ever

seems that this day became one of those bad days. darn it all my stats stinks like hell and that i feel that one of my good friends here at work are sorta irritated at me. what can be really worse?

ah, i need salvation once again. i bet next week i'll get reprimanded (or something) because of my bad stats. goodbye PS 2.

if you want things to be done

You have to do it yourself, right? yep, that applies to me. i really hate it when i am left with the choice of relying to other people to do something for me, and this time it really ticked me off.

ahh never again.

I need luck

actually i need salvation more than luck. well, for starters, i am just happy that i get to keep this job, but as of the moment, the only thing that I can think of is literally "keeping" it until april. I don't have anything to do until I start to go to school again...so basically i'll either be a bum or save up until i started studying again. oh well, i am actually starting to not like school. i like the crowd here better. i love my team, i like the people in it, and maybe i am strating to like talking to people more.

ah, another level up for experience points. ^_^

to infinity and beyond

I was just faced with the fact that the only thing constant in this world is change. Yes, even here at the office. Argh, maybe i am just worried about my job because I am starting to like it here, and then what? I'm gonna leave. Yep, I recieved my first IR (stands for Incident Report, hmm, just wondering what incident I have possibly caused) anyway, it is more of a goal hitting standard that I have to keep for one whole week.

So yesterday got me worried for we lost a team member, to think that he was once amongst the greatest ones there was...and I feel that we're going to start leaving one by one. Soon.

Sad isn't it? I think someone is power-tripping here.

idleness in workplace

what to do huh? it's really weird, especially that i am here at the office and there's no clients to talk to. so basically we're in idle mode. since we are like this, better be doing anything than thinking of evil and bad thoughts.

okay, so it's the new year. it's been helluva year for me, and i must say that it has been a very productive one. spent it on our granny's place in the province, and as usual it was boring.

aw hell, i think i'll write down more bad stuff here so might as well stop. ^_^