May 26, 2005

of bread and butter

my two bro's are gonna be enrolling soon, and apparently i need money to support them. well, i assigned myself ot provide the monetary funds for school supplies. goodbye Blueberry Blast.

office matters: tomorrow im gonna try my luck in applying for other outsource-related centers. i will much miss my comrades here but my priority in working is to gain money, and this job is exhausting, but we're not getting much. besides, they've alreayd broken every labor and employment laws there is. (for one thing i haven't signed any contract yet)

*sigh* will there ever be a time when people aren't causing me headaches? geezus.

May 23, 2005

birthday blues

im just from the office knowing that there is work today, which is weird. we were sent home, and we ended up here in a computer shop.

anyway, for the events last saturday: i started my so-called birthday at home, and self-proclaimed holiday for me (go figure) and my office amigos were looking for the 2nd bday girl (i was sharing the day with a team mate) and spent half the day sleeping, woke up at noon, bought the delicious Palabok from Aling Tonang's Pancit Palabok and dropped it at the stations for them to feast on, while we drove to the grocery to buy more ingredients for the peach pie which is my sis' bday present. didn't helped out with housework... its my day!

later that day, sweet and charity went to spend the night, and we planned to go out as usual but unfortunately sis has to work the next day, so we dint push through with the original plan. charity then had a bright idea to just go the mall and watch the Star Wars flick (ooh yeah, hayden) and catch the last full show. we debated whom should take a bath first, and apparently we saw that it was too late (about 11) so just dialled pizza delivery and ate while watching Mean Girls.

my body clock is shutting down so i slept earlier than my guests. woke up at 11 am, planned to go the mall to watch the movie and then do the usual strolling in the mall. as expected we were once again late. we left home at 3:30 pm, arrived there at 4:00. just had my feet ache from walking. went home at 7 pm for the mass...and arrived there late.

now that's a lousy way to spend your 20th bday.

May 18, 2005

wow. so i do sound bored with my life. nah. it's too early on thinking of ending it. yikes. now im starting to think THAT. geezus.

birthday bash i am confused if i'd do the traditional night out or pig out at Saisaki's... well they both require money to be spent so maybe i'll just ice skate. (now that's confusing) hmm, i also wanna make things better for my lil bro because he didn't get to enjoy the experiences me, my sis and i had when we were his age. still, no clue.

work shwork better better sold goodies today to good people. happy with stats and maybe brought hope on keeping this job. had a DELLAPALOOZA earlier and got goodies from affliated companies with Dell... and crossed fingers to get the Big TV giveaway but to my dismay it was fated for a different person. oh well.

May 17, 2005

why i am losing "touch"... i don't know how to draw, any creative aptitude went out the window.

so apparently i am turning into a loser. waah

today spoke with a filipina in hawaii, and she was really so decided that her residing country is much much better than the Philippines. she even asked me how can i sell US related products if i haven't been into the states? geezus. and she also told me that i have quite an accent like hers. uh huh. and my brother that is entering third grade talks so much better than her. biatch. (boiling blood) she went there 25 years ago... and she speaks as if she was imported via the made to order bride from the northern luzon yesterday.

damn.


May 13, 2005

make mine a decaf

i don't really know why I always complain here. Like i am getting any results... shoot, like on the last entry i was complaining about my job, now i realize that it's really not worth it.

bday blast: like i am really planning and looking forward to it. tch. next topic, please.

there ain't any. from office i am going home and sleep all day, until i wake up and find myself following the same routine. i think i can even go places without waking up.

hmm, i find myself tired all the damn time. is this what they call depression?


May 12, 2005

i am left with out a choice if i wanted to go back to school... the treks to the mall are starting to get me bored and the much anticipated event still stays as a blank. so what will i do next saturday? is another year worth celebrating?
i just wish i can just break free from this dull everyday activities. it sucks bigtime... the job is good, the payout is bad. very bad. *wishing to get pirated*

May 9, 2005

what the heck, thinking of a title here makes my mind tired and sleepy. Maybe it's because naturally my biological clock should be shut down at this time, not making an entry on this blog.

i know, i know... i don't seemed thrilled to get online and put the latest buzz in bytes for you folks to read. it's just that i find myself a perfect definition of procrastination, i believing that I am bound to have a life this boring.

recently: scanning through the titles of DVD's around the busy mrt station from work to find a source of output for boredom and catch up with movie-related talks in the workplace... anime titles are of usual priority (so what's new?) i also found out that pizza doesn't really taste that good if you have it as an almost everyday intake...

found: pictures of newly born kid from a person from my not-so-recent crap. oh wow. *LOL* (remembered, i actually had a conversation with him last week, and shooed him off which really really felt so damn good) it just embodies the old saying that goes "you get what you deserve" *evil grin (heh)*


Also a quote: Let those deplore their doom, Whose hope still grovels in this dark sojourn: But lofty souls, who look beyond the tomb, Can smile at Fate, and wonder how they mourn.

- Author: James Beattie,
The Minstrel

ooh, am i turning into a loser? Noooo....

May 3, 2005

luck charm

Oh wow. I am really out of luck. Hier: melting in another person's home yesterday. recieved money from my godfather that was lost for around 10 years Aujourd'hui: sinking on stats, 10 % close rate... why am i still here? also been looking at sources that makes me less believe of the product i am selling.