i was staring out from the window from my station in the eleventh floor weird enough i found myself reminiscing elementary days when i was still studying at St Paul's in Pasig and they have this big big compound where i really really like to explore. i was just given a chance to inspect almost every inch of the school grounds because i waited for my big sis' dismissal (which was 3:30) and i had a half day schedule then... it just feels good then to hangout in the library with the mix of smell from the old books and the rain's dew outside (airconditioning wasn't popular then) it's just one of these days when memories like that reruns. i like it.

hmm, thinking of memories lost, well i started to believe that there was something wrong with me because i kept on forgetting details from the past and i really found that so disturbing. Like for an example, like gatherings and important events like promenades and reunions. I would need someone to give me detailed story. ah what the hell.

petix day as we call it. it is a really slow slow day, no calls, no sales. *sigh* browsing over other blogs and found postsecret (http://postsecret.blospot.com) . nice blog. very interesting.

One blurry day, this must be. I snapped my glasses (which by the way, isn't a year old yet) in attempt to fit my stuff in a small bag, it gave itself up. so now, i am left to process orders as if i just woke up, and everything really fuzzy.

last week (or stuff i failed to post):
i noticed that all i posted was test results, because i had no time to post excerpts from my boring life. maybe i am boring myself so that's how i live. (that's totally confusing) considering that i have enough money to buy stuff (well generally anything) but i just think that material stuff ain't gonna do anything to make me "happy".
bought DVD's which we were looking for (finally) Jurrasic Park I. I was so glad i found a copy and that it works. (ooh what a loser)

Ah geezus i detest my thoughts right now. All i think is the reality : i am a OSY. Bye bye Ducati.

my soul is broken.

You are living through a lot of pain everyday.that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.

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fette of few minutes

after a year from the annual event, i decided to go fette de la musique last night with jr and found old batch mates there (which made me really happy ^-^) how i miss those guys...

as for my other buddies, we originally planned to meet there (and spend four hours, until my shift starts) but apparently, seems that we end up going home in pairs. (like teddies and b1 & b2) jr found it absurd to go there and not stay for the event (maybe for around 30 minutes chatting with jade and theresa); my mom found it weird, and my sis found it hysterical (and told me "i thought so") ah whatever.

now i am totally bored and wished my dad went home today to celebrate the father's day.

another test

You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type that can start a fight and win.You are very strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't ^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but alot of people admire your strength and want to be just like you well the people that want to fight.You can defend yourself very easily and can probably handle some kind of weapon.You have a short temper(like me)and get angry easily but you can be really nice at times ^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?
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I was just curious how bad i am. and guess what, i re-took this test again. holy crap.


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

You've made a yellow Lightsaber. Yellow is the color of Honor and Loyalty. It symbolizes caution and foreboding in either direction of the blade, Meaning that the owner is relatively cautious...but also to be cautious of them. Since Yellow stands for both Honor and Cowardice, Once should always think twice before attacking someone with a Yellow
Saber.

What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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