Jul 21, 2006

the weirdest thing

I never get to update this blog regularly. Anyway, just for this past few days i have been thinking of things both important and somethings i-can-live-my-life-without.

Important stuff: Work - Recently i never had been late, just been absent for having migraine and been steady with quota hitting.

Jul 15, 2006

idleness

work is getting tiresome. i don't know if i've told u that i've been transferred to another account and been to training for two weeks, got sick and now i'm monitor 36 calls per day.

well, monitor itself is not that bad, but the mere fact that I have multiple applications that i needed to fill out every time that i finish up listening to a call and send an email to many people.

and then by the end of the day i just sit and wait for things to happen... im not tired of the routine, but analyzing my life right now... well, it's boring. i don't have much of a diversion than a trip or two to guitar freaks at timezone, go home, sleep, wake up, prepare for work and go to the office.

everyday i struggle and get depressed on the fact that i am living my dream, and that is to live art and life to the fullest. i am losing my talent for art and aging ever so quickly. i'm becoming boring and stiff and money conscious.

Jul 4, 2006

I have to admit that im a walking contradiction. I dislike something and later admit that I detested the previous statement and end up being confused.

That's how I am, in love and flirtation.

So this great friend i have, agreed to change our fate and not let anyone walk all over us and be certain that people, especially the ones we like, will come crawling at us and beg our attention. It was once an idea from a parallel universe, but not anymore. I somewhat feel at ease and truly feel that I would make it happen. We'll be our own cheerleaders and support groups to reach our goal: to be drop dead gorgeous!

it's silly, right? but it's how the world works. beauty is power.

of course i won't lose my head on this one, knowing that i'd be categorized under B for bimbo's here at the office. I'll just use my charm and let it happen.

We'll see. :)