i need something that will give me a jolt for life. i find myself daydreaming which is really obnoxious and that i drift out on thought in the middle of the job.

well, being back to the phones is really nervecracking. i should be molding minds with my puzzling teaching techniques and my so-called humor to boot. ah, i just remembered the dream of strangling someone when i think of that.

just out of a single day this month i missed my impromptu job interview. just one friggin' single day.

i feel like floating. i have no goals what-so-ever. if i were still studying i should be graduating next july or maybe this october if i haven't stopped. ah sweet sweet life.