Well, the previous post was kind of dramatic, wasn't it? Haha. Well, life is kind of back to normal...well I guess I'm trying. I am almost quite sure that it's more of a confusion rather than a real feeling, but until now I am still thinking whether I am just convincing myself that it is or is it real.
Aside from mind boggling events, I find myself rearranging my perspective, and I think I might covert to a realist. There's nothing wrong being an idealist but it's just that I often find myself looking for direction in a surreal world which is in fact, doesn't lead me anywhere far from square one.
At least I arrived at finding a diversion of this feeling, which by the way I have disclosed to a real great adviser (and also after viewing this first and real core eps of Queer as Folk) I just realized that I am once again headed to one of those surreal worlds that the idealistic me produced. There's nothing more to it than friendship, and I have to accept it. Being as a friend, I will help him find happiness in whatever choice he'd make.
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